The Baby

I am more worried about the baby in my tummy than anything else at this point. Can they really give me vicodin or percoset while pregnant for the pain after the surgery? Even if they do, I will not take it. I will take Tylenol and know that it is safe. Being pregnant puts a whole new spin on things. There is just that much more worry..
Through all this, I have a new lease on life. I look at my kids and cry because I am so happy. How did I get so lucky to be blessed with these little people? These little rays of sun, these beautiful souls who joined me on Earth to make my life a better place to live. I tell them I love them at least 30 times a day. Eventually, we all die. And when I do, I want them to look back at their lives and remember all the love and kindness I gave them and if they say "My Mom was the best Mom I could have asked for", then I have succeeded at life.
Oh little baby in my tummy, we will get through this. It is all going to be ok.